Quick mention before I go to sleep and forget I wanted to write about this....
in therapy the other day, the woman leading said to me:
Woman: (Insert birth name, GIRL name, here), why did you take 6 painkillers?
Me: I ....uhm...had...really...bad.....(then here I had what felt like a 10 minute pause, you know, that part in the movies where its all slow-motion and they play that music so you KNOW something important is going on but you havent been clued in just quite yet)...cramps.
(then i went on how i didnt take all 6 at once, just throughout the course of the day.
So embarrasing. tell everyone i'm a girl why don't you.
oh and we have to fill in these sheets and i havent been writing my name. it says NAME:___________ and i've been leaving it blank. because I dont want to write a girl name there. is that so bad? and then i see the group leader scribble down my name when she comes to my paper, recognizing the handwritng. is there anyway i can be Eli without like messing up the worlds perfection?
please tell me there is.