Retard in Tin Foil

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I'm alive. And busy as ever.

It's finals week at school. And I'm stressing like every other college kid.

found out the other day my dad lost his job. So neithe rof my parents are working. Things are going to suck. And I'm stressing because if no one comes up with the money for rent next month my land lords will without a hesitation kick us out. And I dunno where I'd go. I don't have the money to live on my own. I don't even have the moeny to pay my bills. Hell. I don't even have a god damn job.

In other news I'm not on sleeping pills and an anti-depressant/anti-anxiety pill. My doctor printed me out info on both depression and insomnia. And the symptoms of my depression totally make sense as to why I acted the way I did when I was with Amy. The more i read the more I was like "oh...huh...." ah well. What can you do? Things happened for a reason. And now look where I am.

I h ave an amazing girlfriend who I'm so proud of. I'm getting my life on the track where I want it to go. I'm working towards my AA finally. I'm going to school. I'm hangin (sort of) with friends. Life is going all right. Can't say they're perfect. But they aren't too terrible either.

Sadly I don't get therapy anymore :/ the government thought I wasn't too terribly important so they cut the funding for my therapy without warning. So now no therapy for me. If i want therapy I gotta pay. And without a job that's impossible. Though I am trying to seel art I draw. If you wanna know what it looks like check me out on Deviantart at h me up if you're interested :) it's $1 per letter. Plus a dollar or so more for sending it to you. I've done a few already and working on a few more. But with school and whatnot I've been kept busy.

Well...yeah...that's just kinda an update of what's been going on. i went over thanksgiving break and spent 5 amazing days with my girl :)


loreonpravus's picture

Why the tin foil? Just

Why the tin foil?

Just curious about the title =)

Wow. That pretty much blows. Hang in there, I guess. And at least you've got a special girl, right?

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My girl told me I was her

My girl told me I was her knight in shining armor one night and I laughed and said "no baby. it's more like a retard in tin foil" :)

It’s not like love at first sight, really. It’s more like… gravity moves. When you see her, suddenly it’s not the earth holding you here anymore. She does. And nothing matters more than her. And you would do anything for her, be anything for her…