This is so unsettling...being the only one online at Oasis. seriously, i know its a holiday but in order to have a refuge of appearing as a girl from the life i know outside of oasis , its so unsettling to be alone here.
I'm the only user online more than half the time, for some reason... I guess I just drive everyone off.
not me. you dont drive me off
I realized that maybe I'm different in the sense that others enjoy holidays, not all, but quite a lot of people do. That means a break from school/work, time with friends and family, and the sort.
For me, its the opposite. Sometimes, I may even go so far as to call it "dreadful". I come to Oasis a lot, but even more so on the holidays to find refuge from my girl birth name, my girl life, my girl identity. I consider Oasis to be exactly that, an Oasis.
Thank you all.
for accepting me as me. and for letting me stay true to the person i am.
And obviously neither of us is the only one online now. I am here to take refuge from 'her-sayers' though I'll need to go very soon due to a pestering little brother.
Pestering, but not her-saying, so that's a relief in terms of brothers, I would think.
"pleasure is absolute, pain is relative."