So not only did I hanf out w/ him the other night, but through txt messages while at work, I totally agreed to go on a date w/ him! umm, what the hell???
what has happened to me? I have never felt this way about anyone, ANYONE! and least of all, rikki. I mean, we went to high school together, he came out to school sophomore year, but still!
The last person I would have suspected finding myself this attracted to would have been him!
the onlyt problem is- he was an addict, and is still going through debt and NA/AA. he is also a felon due to the drug use. So while my body is saying, yes yes yes! my heart and smarts are saying, no, no, no! run!
so idk, I am kinda caught in this dilemma of do i start it or dont i.
My friend m said not to, and i kinda agreed w/ her, til m sent me a text the other night saying i know something :)
that was it. I was trying sooo hard to get ahold of her to find out what, but...she was at work. finally, pissed off, m calls me and tells me he told her he liked me! score!
I textd him later that evening, and said the same thing back! ugh!
but I agreed to go on a first date, a gay date! wtf? how the hell did that happen? lol
anyway, sooo excited/ nervous about thsi weekend, and our date.
and don't worry, he did use some badddd drugs, but I am gonna make sure he gets tested before we doing anything, if it ever gets to that level.
and according to the astrological signs, we are a perfect match. haha.
god i sound like a swooning teenage girl. haha.