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Bi the Book's picture

i should be asleep right now. its almost 1 where i am and i get up at 7 for school. i'm going to fall over tomorrow but i cant sleep. i know people always say they have a lot of shit on their plate, but i actually have a heaping amount of shit on my plate. i cant say everything on my mind right now, and i think thats my issues. close friends have suggested therapy and i appreciate that but right now is not really the time for therapy. i think it would help, but time and horseback riding wont allow that to happen any time soon. i'm not exactly if/when things are going to get any better. i don't know how many of you know me that well but before a few days ago, i hadn't cried since my 4th grade teacher died, and that was 6 years ago. i was listening to a song and the lyrics just broke me down..."so let us create, what we need each other to be" i don't know why that got me but it did and i simply broke out crying in my bed. things are going downhill fast and i want to know when the plateau will come. :-/

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Dracofangxxx's picture

Jesus, you get up at seven?

I have to get up at 5:30 :U
You, little miss, get to sleep in.

But yeah, you could talk to your school counselor. It would help.
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You are beautiful, in every single way <3

Bi the Book's picture

yeaa my school doesnt start

yeaa my school doesnt start till 8:30. i would sleep in if i could sleep in the first place.

i would go to my counselor but one of them i am not too close to and the other is notorious for telling your parents what you told her when she said she wouldnt so i do really trust her that much. i have talked to the dean of students who i love! she helps but since she is the dean she wears many other hats too so she is busy. thank you for the advice! it really means a lot!

try not to regret anything...because at one point it was exactly what you wanted

centerfielder08's picture

*huugs*

*huugs*

Bi the Book's picture

thank you! i need all the

thank you! i need all the hugs i can get!

try not to regret anything...because at one point it was exactly what you wanted

funnyflyby's picture

Okay, then!

*hugs*
*good hugs*
*awesome hugs*
*Super-Duper hugs*
*awesome hugs*
*good hugs*
*hugs*

Wow.woW

Bi the Book's picture

hehe thank you! *hugs*

hehe thank you! *hugs* XD

try not to regret anything...because at one point it was exactly what you wanted

Meldiseus's picture

Hey thats happened to me

Hey thats happened to me too.
I was in the van and this song came over the rabio and my eye's just started tearing up.
Anyway on a more cherfull note
(^_^) *Hugies* (^_^)

All for one, and one for all. Three Musketeers
Never give up, never surrender. Tim Alen in Galaxy Quest
Life is full of beginnings and endings, and right now I'm kinda in the middle. this is from me(^_^)

Bi the Book's picture

thank you. i love hugs. im

thank you. i love hugs. im glad to hear that im not crazy! :-/

try not to regret anything...because at one point it was exactly what you wanted