So, the binder did arrive and I met my friend about half a mile from my house in order to get the binder.
Anyway, its an XS binder and it doesn't bind, well, at all unless I wear two layers on top (or more). So, my next plan is to wash it in the washing machine and then put it in the dryer to shrink it.
As of now, it must be too big. Which is strange, because when I was wearing it, it felt snug, but it was much too easy to put on to be able to bind effectively, I guess. So, hopefully shrinking it will do the trick.
Oh, I came out to someone yesterday but all I managed to type to them in our online correspondence was that I don't identify with being a girl completely, which is far from true. I barely identify with being a girl like at all. Damnit.