Helllo every body!!!!! (*^_^*)
So I haven't been on In a loonnngggg while so here's an update ok? ok.
Well lets see, I talked to the school counselor about my gender dysphobia, oh WOW was I nervous ^_^, I think the best way to describe it would be to say I was rabbity not foaming at the mouth you know rabbity as in bunnies any way it felt like at a moments notice I would bolt out the door.
Well I have to say that I didn't do too well when I went in there, combine a natural shyness with me nervous, not really prepared, and I came off sounding unsure of myself in every respect. The visit wasn't a total disaster though since she did point me toward PFLAG, it's supposed to be this group for the LGBTQ community and their friends and family and I think I'll attend one of their meetings.
Lets see what else have I not told you... um how about my journal.
Ok so it started out as a way to keep track of and improve on how well I socialize with other people since I'm so shy but then I had an idea since I couldn't think of much to tell the school counselor about why I feel the way I do, what if I wrought down a question each week and then all of that week I would take time to wright down every thing I can in the most detail to answer that question.
Well thats all I got to say so.