Last night I didn't solely because my eyes hurt too badly from crying and I just couldn't look at a screen of any sort.
I want to respond to the comments on my last journal, but it was two days ago…
Shneer is just plain awesome. I must say this. Awesome.
I also must say that I suspect that Gennifer is gay or bi. I'm putting it at about a 65% chance. I do have sensible reasons for this, but I don't feel like explaining them. Huh.
Why I was crying- First of all, due to a misunderstanding I am now banned from going to Other's house. This is very bad; that's a place I go to escape my dad's house a lot. It also stung that I was banned because I made a comment that O's mom took as being… sexually offensive… when I would NEVER say something like that. And neither Clueless nor Other stood up for me. Shneer did, though. See AWESOME.
The other reason I was crying being that Bday quite possibly has a boyfriend.
I hate that I can't get over Bday at all. AT ALL. It's getting worse. Meaning stronger. But- today I managed to 'accidentally' touch Bday's ponytail-bun-thingy. Of Awesomeness. And then at play rehearsal somehow the choreography ended up with Gen and I directly behind Bday… WOOT. Sorry.
I hate annoying you with my stalkerishness.
Tomorrow is a SpiritDay of some sort and we're all supposed to wear yellow. I happen to love wigs too much and am wearing a neon yellow-orange one to school. I always dress so ordinarily that it's shocking (and fun) when I get to wear a psychotic wig.
Once I wore a Dumbledore beard…
For some reason despite the fact that my life isn't all that horrible, I cannot feel happy. I can have fun, laugh, smile. I can't be happy. I don't know.
Wow, I'm impressed with myself. I've finished the journal before reaching the DSi limit. Aren't you proud?