I'm Kali. I'm 13. All I want is to find that one girl who is as mature as I am and will understand where I come from. Almost every adult I know says I act more mature, speak more mature, treat other more mature, and have the commonsense of somebody who is much older than I am. I have a feeling that's because my mom had breast cancer a couple years ago and I had to grow up on my own. The stupidest thing I've done was come out to my school. I don't know why I did, I was just tired of keeping it in. My problem is that out of the 5 bisexual girls in my school of 6,000, none of them are even close to my "maturity level". Don't get me wrong, I goof around and act like a child most of the time, but when it comes to the big stuff I take charge and figure out what to do. This is one of those big problems. I have issues with being alone emotionally. I take meds for my depression, and I always need someone to be with me emotionally. I've tried many things to solve this, even talked to my therapist, but nothing seems to work. I doubt I will find anybody of age on this website, but I guess I could try. But what I'm mainly asking is some hardcore advice to help me get through this hard time in my life. Thank you very much.