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Uncertain's picture

(I've become so antisocial lately... voluntarily. Ever get that? All I've been seeing is my boyfriend, and even now I don't want to see him anymore... for a while. It's fucked up because I get invited to things but I really just want to be by myself, yet at the same time I want more people to keep inviting me to things.

All I want to do is some space, maybe tidy my room, get my life in order, think a few things over, stop drinking so much caffeine, stop drinking in general, budget a little bit, sort out where I'm going to live this year, and so on. Maybe things will fall in place once semester one starts, because then I'll bump into people randomly and that's OK, because I like bumping into lots of people to feel popular and everything yet at the same time I can be distant and not feel obligated to socialise. I like being aloof. People say I am.

I also feel kind of... lethargic lately. I need to resume my gym routine. Perhaps stop eating so much meat as well? Get a nice haircut - it's refreshing. And buy some new clothes!

For some reason I think if I moved to Canada everything will be just fine.)

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Punkish Insanity's picture

It sort of sounds like you

It sort of sounds like you just need a little time for just you, and no one else. I get like that after having too many people around me all day, or even just one person. You could try meditation, or just taking a nap or chilling in your house. Anything avoiding people, basically haha.

~ It's a cosmic joke that I'm a lesbian, because I understand men so well but women are a complete mystery to me.

625539's picture

"because I like bumping into

"because I like bumping into lots of people to feel popular and everything yet at the same time I can be distant and not feel obligated to socialise"
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