(I've become so antisocial lately... voluntarily. Ever get that? All I've been seeing is my boyfriend, and even now I don't want to see him anymore... for a while. It's fucked up because I get invited to things but I really just want to be by myself, yet at the same time I want more people to keep inviting me to things.
All I want to do is some space, maybe tidy my room, get my life in order, think a few things over, stop drinking so much caffeine, stop drinking in general, budget a little bit, sort out where I'm going to live this year, and so on. Maybe things will fall in place once semester one starts, because then I'll bump into people randomly and that's OK, because I like bumping into lots of people to feel popular and everything yet at the same time I can be distant and not feel obligated to socialise. I like being aloof. People say I am.
I also feel kind of... lethargic lately. I need to resume my gym routine. Perhaps stop eating so much meat as well? Get a nice haircut - it's refreshing. And buy some new clothes!
For some reason I think if I moved to Canada everything will be just fine.)