Hiya everyone so am I really trans?
Okay so I've been reading other peoples accounts of how they feel about being transgendered and how there were all these signs from back when they were kids and all this... drama? thats been going on since, how they have these intense feelings of the other sex, and they all sound so sure of themselves.
Thats the problem.
Right now when I try feeling around inside I feel two things 1. my femininity, and 2. boredom like it's old news and isn't important any more.
I have no conflicting emotions about it or my body. I know that it's the wrong shape and that parts disgust me but thats it... it's like that's that I decided what I think and that's the end of that disscusion, but when I read about others it sounds like they're at constant war with what nature gave them.
With me it's a mild disgust for a while and manage to forget about it for the rest of the day.
I can't really do anything with the childhood angle to make me dout myself anyfurther. I don't really remember most of it, Who does? What I do remember is a kid who was three things.
Distracted, emotional, and shy.