I'm just now realizing who I am. To be perfectly honest with you guys, I'm new to this whole being gay thing. The attraction to girls has always been there, but I'm just now discovering it. I'm in the process of accepting myself and knowing for certain who I am. I'm going to counciling, because I need help with this. For now, I'm just living one day at a time. I make the most of each day and try to remind myself that I have nothing to be ashamed of. I deserve happiness. Everyone does.