So, my mom's new boyfriend is coming over Easter night, and he's staying until Tuesday. I don't know how I feel about this... I don't know this dude, and I don't know if I want to deal with having to be hospitable to some stranger during an extremely stressful week.
I still have my dad's laptop. We haven't had a chance to take mine to the repair shop yet. It's never open when we go there. :( I liked having my dad's laptop until I wanted to draw, installed my graphics tablet, and then realized I didn't have any of my programs I use. I didn't want to install a bunch of shit on his laptop, so I didn't go get them back...
So scared of next week. I know you guys are probably a little tired of hearing about this, but I've never been this scared in my life. It will either go excruciatingly slowly or way too fast. I can't lose FCG... I just want to get Friday over with already. I know it's gonna suck ass. I'm also still holding out hope it's actually May 5 like that guy from chemistry class said, but the principal himself mentioned April 29, so I guess I'm shit outta luck there.
I'm not ready to go to sleep. Funny noises outside. So I looked up stuff about the town where she's going since I don't really know about it. It's apparently a hell of a lot smaller than it sounds. I guess it's kind of cute. I guess. But it makes my stomach hurt a little when I think about it. On the bright side, it has a sushi place. Sushi is cute. But I don't think her college's website is very cute. One of their colors is sort of icky, and it made my internet slow.
I just read over a bunch of my old journals about FCG from back when I "hated" her. I used to talk about how disgusting and weird she was and how I'd never, ever, ever, EVER fall in love with her because I had standards and freakazoids like her were soooo gross. And now, in some gross, ironic twist of events, I have it worse for her than I've had it for any other girl, and I actually feel sick over the idea of her going away.
Also, I have lots of history homework I forgot about. Apparently, holidays mean nothing to Mrs. History Teacher! I'm sure if I use the "But it's a holiday!" excuse, she'll go, "BUT YOU'RE A NASTY ATHEIST WHORE!" Yes, I am an atheist, but my family is not and likes to include me in their activities, so I have a valid excuse! Or I could say, "But Mrs. History Teacher, I am having trouble functioning because my wonderful freakazoid is about to leave!" I'm sure that would gain me even less sympathy once I explained what a freakazoid was. I've already apparently destroyed America by being an atheist, so I'm sure I'd get a similar rant about destroying families by being super gay.
On a happier note, I rediscovered these AMAZING candies I used to eat all the time when I was little! There used to be a huge bin full of them in the grocery store with a little scoop, and you could scoop them out and take a bag home. I fucking loved those things. Then, they vanished from the universe for at least 10 or 11 years, and I was a sad, sad Super Duck. But I went to this cute little restaurant that is epically amazing, and I noticed that they added a little jar of free candy by the cash register. One guess what they put in the jar. I... I hid a couple in my pocket and stole one from my sister. AND I FOUND OUT WHERE THEY BOUGHT THEM.