Happy easter...

hellonwheels's picture

If y'alls celebrate that kinda thing...

So tonight, at the gym....well, let me give you a little background first.

A few months back, I joined the same gym that my sister and brother in law "attend" quite regularly, and by that, I mean they hardly ever go. I did so, because it was the family rate, and saved me quite a fair chunk of change each month, as well as them.

I have been wanting to get into shape again for some time, so it just seemed like a good idea.

I started swimming again, and as of last week, also weight training...my GOD have I let myself go! haha.

since high school, my average lifts are down so ridiculously, I don't even want to say....I can't even bench 175 anymore...155 is my max...how sad is that?

anyway, s few weeks after I joined, I decided to hit the sauna after a swim. It was the end of the night, and it was just myself, and this one other...kinda hot guy.

I was still in my swim trunks, he was in just a pair of briefs, sweat dripping all down his body, as...well, it was a sauna.

anyway, after sitting in the sauna for the last 20 minutes or so, before the gym closed, he walked over to the locker next to mine. we got to talking. he saw that I had my helmet and bike gear, and asked if I was a cyclist.

I said yes.

We got to talking about bikes, and it turns out, he used to ride the same trails I loved and built on before they were torn out to build a prison.

A few weeks had gone by...only seen him once since then.

enter tonight. After my rib-bruising affair w/ the neo-nazis earlier in the week, I decided to take it easy...just swim a few laps to stretch out my ribs and ease them back into movement, then hit the hot tub...

well, that plan would have worked, except for the fact that the pool was ridiculously over-crowded...So, I sat in the hot tub, for about a half hour, and relaxed my abs and back,. I may need to go to a doctor @ some point soon, but idk,...

after vegging out for what seemed like an eternity (and seeing some of the worst fat chick came-toe ever), A spot finally opened up in the pool. I swam a few laps, and then, who, of all people comes into the lane next to me, but hot sauna guy.

We continue swimming, then get out just a few minutes before the gym closes.

After a shower kinda checked him out, he kinda did the same) we went back to the lockers, and again, his was across from mine.

He remembered me, and instantly asked me if I had done any riding lately...I explained that I had not- tales of woe regarding broken wheels and a frame ensued, and he began to talk about how awesome his ride was today- washington's first nice day in....forever.

God I wish I could have ridden today and not had to work. would have been so nice.

Anyway, we started talking, he about his ride, me about mine- a century last week on a single-geared bike, and he said we should go riding sometime.

I agreed, and we exchanged #'s before I left, and that was that.

but it looks like I may have a new riding/ training buddy this summer, and he also looks pretty cute and wears....let's just say...clothes that most straight guys wouldn't....I mean, it's possible he's straight, but he wears briefs instead of boxers- scantily cut @ that, and he always wears european style clothes, even though he is seemingly american as helll...

anybody else think he *MIGHT* be one of us? lol.

anyway, we may just have to go riding soon. if this weather keeps up....god knows I have a few longer bike rides planned for the summer and spring.


kamkam's picture


he may be one of us but don't jump to conclusions too quickly.

may the crests of light,love,hope,courage,and kindness shine brightly on a new day.

hellonwheels's picture

yeah, that's kinda what I was thinking...

In reality, I doubt he is...but, I am just so damn horny, I kinda looked past that...haha.

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman

ChrisH1551's picture


He sounds very hot. And I'm a sucker for the hot muscular type. :D Go for it! Make the subtle-enough-but-not-too-subtle moves. XD

hellonwheels's picture

and those would be?

haha. I am a total newb, and total homophobe...never even kissed a guy. haha

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman

ChrisH1551's picture


How are you a homophobe, and be gay? O_O
But don't worry, I'm still closeted, so neither have I.

hellonwheels's picture

umm...read some of my old, old stuff...

dad was a very racist, sexist, homophobic person, and I grew up around lots of homophobes...Didn't realize I was gay til my teens, but still...it was really an internalized phobia...ya know?

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman

ChrisH1551's picture


I just read some of it after I posted that. Yeah, after I realized that I was gay, I didn't want to accept it at first, but it grew on me. Now, I wouldn't want it any other way. But I still can't fucking tell anyone. Screw not having any courage. :D

hellonwheels's picture


definitely hear you on that...there are only a few ppl who know now, and I finally got up the balls to tell my mom last winter. but still feel trapped in self loathing and internalized homophobia all the time. '

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman