Earlier today, I finally texted FCG, reminding her to bring that stuff. She responded instantly. Like, I didn't even have time to text the other girl I was also supposed to remind before FCG responded. But she didn't say anything after that, so bleh. I think she said she was going somewhere tonight, though, so it's alright. I didn't really start a conversation with her, I just reminded her to bring those things. And I was actually nervous over that for like, 5 whole minutes. Hahaha... Wow, I am so lame. Yeah, I think I'm back in my usual position of Supremely Lame again. The universe has gone back to normal.
I am always soooo nervous to text or call girls I like. It's why I was such an epic failure with the last girl I liked. It's so weird because I can talk to them in person just fine without being nervous or anything, but using the phone is somehow scary. I can never think of what to say to them to start a conversation on the phone or over text, even though I talk to my other friends on the phone or over text alllll the time. It feels weird to just say hi. Like I'm always scared they won't want to talk to me or something.
Anyway, FCG looked so freaking amazing today. I told her how pretty she was, and she smiled sooo big. It's so hard to resist her shiny pink lips... She's always super happy when I tell her she's pretty, unless she's in a low-self esteem kinda mood and just denies it instead. But she responded quite positively today and told me all about some super expensive new makeup she bought. And as good as it looks on her, I don't think she really even needs any!
Speaking of makeup, IG accidentally complimented me today. She had forgotten her makeup this morning and was distressed about it.
IG: Hey, Super Duck!
IG: I forgot my makeup this morning. Is my face still somewhat okay?
Me: Oh, yep! It's totally okay to forget... I haven't worn any in 2 weeks out of sheer laziness.
IG: But you don't even need any! That's why I'm so jealous of you!
Whoa, what? Hahaha! Thanks, IG!
In other news, I raged today. There are two types of vehicles I absolutely cannot STAND to be stuck around while driving. Farm equipment and school buses. 90% of the people around here are stupid anyway, and these vehicles move slowly and irritate me, especially when controlled by an idiot. Today, I was driving home, and I was going pretty fast since I was on the huge, empty highway that leads to the insignificant nothingness surrounding my house. Suddenly, a school bus appeared! And its stop sign was out! I slammed on my breaks, trying desperately to slow down. AND THIS ASSHOLE JUST KEPT DRIVING AND DRIVING AND DRIVING. He was just driving with his stop sign out! I never saw him stop at any point! There weren't any houses in the direction he was coming from, so it didn't even make any sense.
:( IG and Girl Best Friend keep texting me, and I keep hoping they're FCG. And, of course, they're not!