i hate it. I went out with my old friends today and god i am boring. I don't speak most of the time and hardly smile or laugh. I am empty inside. my friend who i have known for a least all my life i think, well in a nutshell she's changed. We used to be so tight, but now well it looks nice but i know that the spark has gone for now. Maybe it will come back, well that i will fulfil my withering hope. I remember in the winter when we had loads of snow we laid there at dusk on a hill just talking, me explaining about how i loved that guy "t" and everything. Well that seems a memory out to a lonely sea. Another friend that is distancing apart.
As much as i love Oasis, it is true that this is the only place that i can vent anything out. I cant to my family, none of my friends or anything. Thank god there is music or well i think i would go to further deep. I sometimes or what am i saying nearly always imagine drinking and smoking and running away from the pain, but i know i wont get there as i am a good boy and cant force that upon myself.
This song is to beautiful thank you feist for making everything seem still. sorry for the annoying video it was the only one i could find