Cleaned up my tears...again.

ChrisH1551's picture

Saturday School again this weekend. Why? Because I hate all the seniors in band, thus making me skip, thus leading up to 21 band absenses, thus leading to saturday school to make up the credit. Ffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...But yeah, in other news, I told mom "Hey, if I don't want the credit, i can just not go" (let it be said that I was in a bad mood from only 2 hours of sleep, 2 finals today, and the normal high school bullying shizz.) and she's all "YOU MUST GOOOO. TEH CREDIT MUST BE EARNED" and I'm like "Explain to me, whhhyyyyy should I need the credit, it's just band." and she goes off, explaining how I'm being an embaressment to her, and I'm a disappointment and a failure, just because I'm slacking off in band. What the fuck ever. But she got me in tears because I said "You don't understand what I'm going through" and she's all "HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU, I KNOW THAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH. I'VE BEEN THERE, GOT CALLED FAT AND BEAT UP ON A DAILY BASIS, RAWWWWRRR" And I'm there, on the verge of telling her "AT LEAST YOU DON'T GET CALLED A QUEER OR A FAGGOT EVERYDAY, Letting it eat up inside of you because you know they don't know, but you are also aware that they're saying the truth. You don't know why they use it in a bad connotation, but you can't help but notice it's an insult. KICK ME OUT. I DON'T GIVE I FLYING FUCK. *tears off shit to reveal a rainbow shirt that says "I'm gay, you can suck it" on the front, psshhhhh*." So yeah, instead I just go "You're being a bitch." and she goes the fuck off on me, like all ninjaMom. So I just finished crying, just to let it all out, and surprisingly, it really helps. Mom and I made up, so yeah there...but that was the highlight of my day. Fffuuuuuucccckkkk...

I had French Final and Algebra II final...OH MY GOSH...French = Easy as fuck, but Math...shoot me in the face with a pistol loaded with TNT and arsenic instead of having me take this...50 questions, 10 of them are logarithms, easiness, but the rest...the rest is shit like absolute value over something with an X and a Z in there, solve for the nonexistant Y, when you sit there and think "Who uses this in real life, really? I can just google it then. Gah" but conform to the directions and mark A B C or D, but in my case, I marked about 20% E's, even though that's not a choice. :D I made my paper look like this.
A
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---B
A
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And it looks pretty awesome. xD It's only, what, 1/7th of our grade? Psh, won't show up at all. *instantly regrets doing that* Too late now.

French was just stuff like "Je veux bien" meaning "Gladly!" We'd get the French Phrase, and translate it. to make it more fun, I'd make up ***Naughty Questions*** that the responses go it, in my head. Like, "Do you wanna suck my d!**?" "Je veux bien!" :D I'm kind of a nerd, but it went by quickly. That's all that I care about.

3 more days after today, thank God...I don't think I can handle that place any longer. It's suffocating me fucking dry...tooo....muuucchhh....llllleeeeeeeeaaaaaaarrrrnnnnnniiiiiiinnnnnnggg...>.>

I'm gonna go play World of Warcraft now. Bye bye. :3

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jeff's picture

Weird...

When I went to school, band was where all the fags hung out to avoid getting picked on.

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"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are." - Kurt Cobain

ChrisH1551's picture

Then I'm in the right place.

Then I'm in the right place. :D

kamkam's picture

lol

you have three days of hell left.....I've been free for about a week...haha

may the crests of light,love,hope,courage,and kindness shine brightly on a new day.

swimmerguy's picture

Yeah

Yamamoto's picture

I have been out for more

I have been out for more than two weeks so suck it :P :P :P :P :P I win :D

jeff's picture

Hmm...

Title keeps reminding me of this:

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"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are." - Kurt Cobain