Tonight I am whiny. This is quite possibly the dumbest series of things I have ever been upset about, but I am on my period, so I can be upset about stupid shit. Today hasn't been very good... My kitty destroyed my headphones, there were too many angry bees for me to go enjoy the outdoors like I wanted to this afternoon so I feel fat, and I am about to make literally like a 12 on my chemistry final tomorrow. I don't think I am even going to study anymore. I don't know anything tonight, and I won't know anything at 8 a.m. tomorrow either.
My sister had her dance recital thing tonight. I was reluctantly dragged along, but then I found out it was all ages, so my friend British Girl was in it. I was less reluctant then. The thing itself was good. The cute shy girl I sat by in economics class was in it too. She drives the same kind of car as me, except in yellow, so she is automatically awesome. She had a solo part in it, and it was pretty good, but even if she was bad, then she still would've been good simply for driving an awesome car. In the little kids' group, there was one little boy, the only boy in the entire thing, and he was maybe 5 years old or so. He was so cute with his shiny silver shirt and his white suit. Hahaha. I don't even like little kids, but damn, cutest kid ever.
So, anyway, I was fine until it was time to leave. That was when I got the icing on my shitcake. I was going to go see my friends Helpful Junior and Newspaper Girl, as I had spotted them in the audience, but I was blocked in my seat... I couldn't even get out to go congratulate British Girl or the girl from economics class. This irritated me. Then, I made a huge mistake. I turned around. When I did that, I saw something that made me absolutely HAVE to leave my seat, but I couldn't get out, which left me majorly frustrated. To put something so desired and wonderful just a few feet away from me and NOT allow me to get to it! Universe, why are you so mean?
I wasn't sure at first, but then I saw her friends, so I knew. But it was too late then. She had already gone out the door, and I was trapped in my seat... FCG. :'( I was missing her so bad today, and she was right there, but I couldn't even go to her. I couldn't really tell it was her at first because she was in the shadows and was wearing glasses, which I have only seen her do once or twice. So that threw me off a little, I guess. I didn't realize it was her until she walked out the door, and I saw her friend. I should have known by the hair... I could tell FCG's hair from anybody's, even if I was in a room full of absolutely nothing but girls with curly blonde hair. If I had known for sure it was her before she left, I would've just jumped over my chair, or pushed people out of the way, or something.
I could've had FCG hugs, but I was too lame. I could've seen my friends, but I just accepted annoying people blocking my way. And my cat broke my headphones, so now I have to go buy more, which involves going to stupid Walmart. And I can't even kick that stupid cat in the face for breaking my headphones because he is my baby and I love him more than sprinkles on cupcakes. And I don't know how to find the molality of a substance, or what the ideal gas constant is, or even what anhydrides are, but I have to at least be able to write something about them by 8:00 tomorrow morning. And I feel fat because my sister demanded Mexican food tonight, and I didn't get any exercise today. And I have gross cramps, and I am just a huge freakin' loser who fails at girls, friends, weight loss, and intermolecular forces. FML FML FML.
A silver lining: I found my Wii today. I finally got to play my Metroid game after like, 6 months of having it.