So my mom's boyfriend/not-boyfriend/whatever is here. No idea how long he's staying. My mom made me go out to eat with her and all her friends tonight before he got here so she wouldn't have to go alone. Dude, he just played this video for my mom, and a girl was talking on it, and she sounded EXACTLY like me, but it wasn't me. It was freakyyy.
I started studying for the AP exam today. Well, not really. By "started studying," I mean opened a textbook, read one page, and then watched the following video:
There are so many videos like that. Mrs. History Teacher isn't cool enough to allow us to do one of those. I think I'll just watch AP European History videos instead of actually studying anything. I mean, I'm already fucked, and next week is going to be awful, so why even bother?
I snapped at my substitute history teacher Friday because he was a total dickhead. He didn't say anything to me, just kind of stared. He said he was gonna throw stuff at us if we irritated him. Uhh, I'm a damn PERSON, not some asshole's motherfucking target practice. Fuck him in the face. I snapped at him when he got mad at this girl for saying the work Mrs. History Teacher left for us was too hard.
I woke up with a slightly scratchy throat this morning. It has mostly gone away now, though. Still annoying. Then I ate an awesome cheesecake with caramel and chocolate on it.
On facebook, FCG is talking again about how she's going to be super lonely this summer. Three days left with her. I am terrified. I remember when I thought it was terrible that she had like 20 left. I don't even know what I'll say to her when it's time for goodbyes. Oh god I hope I don't get my tears all over her. (Wow, that sounded a lot less emo in my head.) I'm freaking out. I really am.
In other news, I am more than likely going to end the year with a D (and if not, then a C-) in Chemistry, and I'm honestly okay with that. We had a test I probably failed on Friday, and after the senior half of our class leaves next Wednesday, we probably won't do much. Again, I'm okay with the D. I try, but I just fail every test I take. I can't fucking STAND the subject, and I can't learn from my teacher. But... Picking my classes next year presents a dilemma.
Advanced Chemistry comes after Chemistry at my school. How in the hell am I going to take Advanced Chemistry with the same idiot teacher (The mere sight of that woman makes me want to cry with rage.) if I can barely even pass regular Chemistry? I refuse to take this class. But I can't get out of honors because 11th grade regular is Chemistry. So, I am left with one option... I take the "dumb science" with people I haven't had to see since 8th grade. These people used to irritate the hell out of me. But next year is already gonna suck ass anyway, so what's one more annoying class?