So this year I have been trying to listen to that nagging voice in the back of my mind. I'm sure we've all had that before. Well I was sick of it, so I confronted whatever it was that was bothering me. Since I was around 13 I have been somewhat atleast questionin my sexuality. My parents are very accepting and everything. But this year I started to maybe get feelings for a friend. I can't decide wether its a "friend" kind of love or more than friends kind. Nevertheless, I have had boyfriends and for some reason always ended the relationship because I never felt much. There was no "spark" I guess but when I think of it sometimes I feel like maybe I had minor feelings for them. I also question if that is because they made me feel more "normal" and less alone though. I get nauseous when I think of this girl with a guy, I'm very protective now, and get extremely anxious or sad when I think she is the least bit mad at me. What can I do to get over her atleast? And in your opinion if you have experienced this before, do you think I am more gay or straight? I just need SOMETHING to base my opinions on other than my own so I will take any advice!