I accidentally texted FCG and now I am nervous. :( I am such a loser. I was just typing a message and I wasn't entirely sure if I was gonna send it or not, and I did, and now oh god. WHY do the smallest things freak me out? I should still be raging over that rude guy in the store today. He told me I shouldn't eat "fattening ice cream" when my grandma offered to bring me some, and then he yelled at me for DOING MY FREAKIN' JOB. (Our cash register system is actually a program on the computer, and apparently if I'm touching the computer I'm "playing around," even if I'm, you know, scanning stuff. Also, he doesn't even work there, so what the hell?) I was so mad. My grandpa actually eventually asked him to stop, though, so that was good. And yes, I ate my fucking ice cream.
YAY, FCG REPLIED! I am telling her about the creepy old guys at my job now. Yayyy. Oh shit, now my nervousness has been replaced by EXTREME HUNGER. Also my throat is strangely dry all of a sudden. Hmm. She keeps taking so long to reply. I hope I'm not interrupting something important. D: She asked where my grandpa's store is a while ago and hasn't said anything else since. I feel way better because I at least tried, though. She seemed kinda sad. I hope she's okay. I wish I could reach into the phone and just give her a big hug! My mom just texted me and I thought/hoped it was FCG. :(
I feel kinda bad about how I feel jealous of some of FCG's other friends sometimes. Like, there's this one girl that keeps posting on her facebook over and over, and I just feel... jealous. I dunno. Actually, it's mostly just that one girl and the frequency with which she posts.
In other news, I had so much trouble sleeping last night. On my way to bed, I heard the scariest fucking noise EVER. It sounded like an angry cat was getting violently killed or something, and it was right outside my house. I didn't fall asleep for an hour. I didn't find any mangled kitty corpses outside my house this morning, though.
Also, I am sad because I lost my Pokemon Gold version. I was in the mood for some delicious nerdiness.