SO my friend had organised a party and decided not to invite me and my other friends who we are both close with her! At first i was annoyed as we had been friends with her quite well indeed and she did it behind our backs and did not somehow to care or seemed to think we was not "good" enough for it. I got the text from my friend about it whilst i was walking to school and was mentally thinking that this girl is going to go down watch this space. Ha sounds odd but whenever i get annoyed by anyone i plan in my head all of these devious plans and bitchy statements to destroy them like something Blair from Gossip girl would shout out (My bitch idol).
Anyway me and my friends discussed it briefly about it on friday lunchtime but that was it. Then for what seems like the first time in a while on saturday night i was on the internet but never went onto Facebook. Come sunday morning i go onto Facebook and see that the girl with the party's relationship status has changed from in a relationship to single. Then i see that the cops had invaded the party. Then i see how a friend messaged her about how she can stay at her house whenever she likes and hope's the house is okay. Then i see the common idiots that attended the come disastrous party. A small victory arises from inside me. Off all the things that raced through my mind when i learnt about not going to party whilst walking to school, most of these thoughts actually came alive. And i did not even do anything.
Although that being said i have confusing and mixed feelings about what to do with her. I know i sound like a bitch above, but my attitude is to always being friendly and giving etc to everyone, but if someone takes you for advantage or crosses me, my inner bitch takes full whelm over them The problem is the girl is a real good friend to hang with and i have a had some good time's with her. She is relaxed and cool and easy to talk to. A disadvantage though is that she always acts all "dazed/hippie/easing-going/london girl" all the time and it is totally false and stupid. It is like get a grip.
Next week my other friend is having a birthday meal and me and my friends and the party girl are all off. It will be awkward as there is only 8 of us of. I told my friend this and she said she is not going to be nasty but she is just going to ignore her. I believe that this is right, but i really do enjoy talking to her. I just don't want her to believe that i am pushover and she can use me to her advantage