So my mother is now in the Intensive care unit with her spleen almost three times its normal size. They suspect that the leukemia has taken hold in the spleen as well. After a biopsy they are probably going to remove the spleen and possibly the gall bladder as well. so my graduation will come and go in a flash surround by taking care of my mother in recovery. Joy!
so I'm getting ready while she's in the hospital by wasting as much time as I possibly can on me. lots of computer, music and dancing. with interval homework, projects and tests.
Upside I love having the house to myself. I find that even though everyone I know tells me I'm extroverted I actually love being away from just about everyone for large periods of time. There are a few exceptions my best friend Alex (straight boy I wish I could be with. Don't worry we already tackled all that drama last year), my two Ashleys( lesbian Couple that I love) and Azra (snobbish girl I love for the express reason she's never snobby to me)
Big after thought all the people who mean the most to me start with the letter A. I wonder if the universe is trying to tell me something? There are seconds but the firsts are all A's.
I'm a mess of way too many emotions.
can't think of anything else to say. guess I'm done.