I WAS going to tell you all about the good things that happened today, and maybe I still will, but my mom just... I don't even know. I'm really pissed at her right now.
Whenever she gets back from a trip, she always acts all fake nice for a day or so, then she reverts back to her normal bitchy self. By the time I got in tonight, she had returned, and she did the annoying thing where she squeezes me to death and pretends to have missed me. After I had managed to struggle free, she dropped the bomb.
"Today I asked your dad to get back together with me, but he said no..."
No fucking shit he rejected you. He hates you AND he's been in a relationship with someone else, an actual nice lady, for 2 years now.
"I know he'll want to eventually, though. That's why I never actually signed the divorce papers. He WILL want me again one day."
...WHAT? So THAT'S how you've been able to mooch off of him! That's fucking low.
Why would he EVER want you? He hasn't in over 2 years, so why the hell do you think he would now? Especially after he found someone else! You're lazy and irresponsible and completely unstable. You treated him like shit for at least 7 years; probably even longer but I wasn't old enough to really notice it before them. You don't want him, you want a wallet and a dick. (I'm completely fucking serious. She said, "Well, I guess I'm not gonna try to sleep with someone who's in another relationship..." like that's all she wanted him for.) And you're probably just mad because all of your boyfriends after him turned out to be either drug addicts or cheating on you with a girl my age. And how could you have never signed those papers after 2 and a half years? Get the fuck away from my dad.
I can't even begin to express my complete and utter disgust. I'm honestly surprised I was able to even form sentences while typing. I feel like I'm going to vomit. I didn't even look at her or say anything. I just turned away.
Anyway, I had originally planned to tell you guys about how today was my grandma's birthday. We went out to eat at this good restaurant, and the waitress was GORGEOUS. Like... She was easily one of the top 10 prettiest girls I've ever seen in real life. Her eyes really reminded me of FCG's, and she had such a cute smile and such shiny straight blonde hair and just oh god. I felt so nervous and awkward around her. Hahaha. Like OH GOD IS SHE GOING TO THINK I'M A FATTY IF I ORDER THIS? IS MY MAKEUP STILL ON?
Also, there was cake. Delicious, delicious, wonderful cake.
And before that, while I was at my dad's girlfriend's house, I got to cuddle with the fluffiest, happiest cat ever. :D I wish my cat was that affectionate!
Sorry, I just really had to write about what my mom did earlier tonight. It really pissed me off... But I didn't want to just have this angry rage journal so I added some other stuff!