the stability is failing and this is the first part of my humiliation, my revenge on myself.
i'm at school, i'm hungover as shit, my mom decided she didn't want to see me last night so i sort of got kicked out, i feel ghostly, as though this fatigue is non-human. i've been plagued by these really terrible dreams that insects are eating my body while i watch, powerless.
i don't know. i finally have everything, i guess.