We tried to introduce a gay rights officer at my college, but it failed by twenty votes. I kind of took it personally, because I know I could've easily got twenty people to vote for it. Oh well, doesn't really matter.
I need to stop using other work as procrastination.
Boyfriend. Skyped him today. Long distance is hard. I always told myself I wouldn't do it because it's stupid and pointless. I wouldn't say it's that, but it's just frustrating. He's coming back in December (to visit), I guess I could wait till then.
Silbermond is a good german band.
I have so much work I just don't know where to start. Sometimes I get this heavy feeling, like what is the point of anything I'm doing. Like nothing I do will ever be good enough. There are so many things I wana be, so little time.
Sometimes I feel really stupid.
I just want to be content.