A couple of days ago me and my friends were having lunch on the green and we were talking about "if you were a stranger what would you think of me" to one another. I was not in much of the discussion as of one thing bugged my mind. So i waited a bit and i said 'so what about me". My two friends sort of gave a glance at each other and had a funny expression and what i had been thinking before had come to true. That my one was that me being gay. I have to admit that i am quite angry and sad at the judgement of this. I don't mind being myself and if this is gay to other people but i don't want people's reaction of me of just my sexuality.
I want them to get to know me and personally and discover what i like and don't like. Yes i may like the feminine quantity of stuff, but i would happily discuss further things and instead of saying "i like fashion" for the label of it, i honestly and addictively do. And i hate how some of my friends try and generalise me with the same camp classic gay that is shoved down entertainment channels for narrow mined audiences amusement. Of course i don't hate campy gay guys, but just on a relationship/friendship level its not somebody i would go for.
I love how this in some places eerie in a sense