Hi, I'm new here, so I'm just getting to understanding everything, so try and put up with me! I'm in my first year of high school, and its amazing. I love everything and everyone, I'm onne of the popular girls, so here comes my problem. I've always been a tomboy, i am more comfortable in guys clothes, always had guy best friends, always been one of the guys for that matter. So, in high school, we begin to come to terms witbh ourselves, right? Well, since 6th grade, I've noticed I'm Attracted to girls. But, you always hear that its just a phase or its experimenting, so I try to put it off as much as possible. Think of guys, have boyfriends, fall in love with a man and marry. But when I do that, I feel like I am a boy, and that I want to be a boy, with a gay relationship. And I look up to gay men. I'm an advocate for prop 8, I support all gays and my gay family members. And I, for no reasons am a homophobe towards lesbians. I don't know, I just, my mind is set for straight, but my heart wants a gay one, I just need to talk someone, anyone help?