I had something to add to this, but I'm sooo tired right now, I can't even remember.

Super Duck's picture

Today, I finally conquered the stupid coffeemaker. I am a happy girl. Now I can have coffee whenever I want.

Guy Best Friend, the ORIGINAL Super Duck/FCG supporter, apparently forgot I am gay... Seriously, he called me yesterday and asked about FCG, randomly came out to me as bi because he thought I would understand the best, and then, before the phone call ended, asked me if I thought some guy was hot.

I guess I should just accept that no one is ever going to believe me, and if they do, they are not going to remember. Just a few days ago, another friend was like, "You know, Super Duck, I love gay dudes, but sometimes lesbians are weird, don't you think?" I SAY SOME VARIATION OF "I AM GAY!" LIKE, EVERY 3 DAYS. I guess everyone just thinks I'm kidding. Ugh. Maybe it's because I don't see the use in making a giant announcement and instead just tell people when it comes up. Maybe that's why they think I'm joking? No idea, man.

School was terrible today. Mrs. English Teacher wasn't there, so in English, we had this old lady for a subsitute. The subsitute would not shut the fuck up while we were trying to work, and I got so mad. She kept giving the same directions OVER and OVER and OVER again. Also, Mrs. English Teacher not being there was terrible all by itself, because I actually like her. Seriously, her class is the only one I even pay attention to. I feel like such a nerd in there...

Also, this jackass who used to pick on me in 9th grade and fucking PUNCH me in middle school (Oh, and he's a football player and more than twice my size!) is mad at my friends and me for not making an effort to be nice to him. I ignored him for most of last year, but now he's in almost all of my classes. He's really rude and butts into everyone's conversations, so no one likes him. Oh, and I remember he was mean to FCG once last year, totally out of nowhere. He made up a lie about her and called her ugly, so fuck him in the nostrils.

He calls my friends and I stuck up bitches every day, because... gasp... we don't like it when he's rude to us. He's allll up History Teacher's ass so she supports him, even when he is blatantly stupid. Seriously, I think he likes History Teacher more than I like Mrs. English Teacher. In fact, I almost think he's, like, in love with History Teacher.

Anyway, I had a dream about FCG on Wednesday night. It was kind of weird. Haha. I needed to get some batteries from Walmart, but everything in the parking lot was fake, like it was made out of clay. Even the cars and the people in them looked fake, but suddenly, everything was alive and FCG came out of one of the cars. She was wearing these MEGA short shorts, so when she hugged me, I... grabbed her ass... I dunno, man. Hahaha. But she didn't mind! We just kept hugging and were like, "OMG I LOVE YOU!" to each other, and I never did buy those batteries.

On Facebook, some chick posted a picture of FCG all dressed up and gorgeous. She is such a beautiful girl. I bet she's breaking tons of hearts. Everything is reminding me of her lately. Today, in my 6th class, a blonde girl made one of her friends play with her hair. In 10th grade, French was my 6th class... I miss playing with FCG's hair.

And then, of course, there is the Mini FCG. She's gotten more talkative towards Helpful Senior and me. She hates cameras and has this strange love of elephants. I have no idea what all that's about. She doesn't act very much like FCG, but holy hell do they look alike. I want to tell Mini FCG about FCG, but I'm afraid that would be awkward, and plus, Helpful Senior insists they look nothing alike, so I'm sure she would be like, "What the fuck?"

Anyway, yeah, gotta go to sleep now. These adorable stray kittens outside my house need to stop screaming, though. They never meow, just SCREAM. They're so cute... until they open their mouths :(

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Dracofangxxx's picture

Well... the thing about the "is he hot" thang.

I mean even if you're not attracted to someone, it's still expected you can tell if they're good looking or not. You know? That's not him saying "Oh I don't think you're gay", sounds like he just wanted to know if you thought some guy was good looking.
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That's redick!

Super Duck's picture

I dunno. I can think a guy

I dunno. I can think a guy is handsome, but to me and most other people I know, "hot" has always implied sexual attraction, so I never find them hot. :p

Dracofangxxx's picture

XD I always thought hot was like,

well, attractiveness that's more than handsome or cute. Like there's three kinds of attractive... cute, handsome, and then like hot which is when someone's like gorgeous in both ways.
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That's redick!