i dont know

cheese's picture

so i broke down last night on the phone with E.
im not going anywhere today, everybody bailed on me. that triggered something in me and i was so angry. like, insanely.
i cried because i couldnt do anything about my anger. i realized everyone uses or takes advantage of me. even my "friends".
i know i need to stand up for myself, but im too nice. it's not in my nature.
*sigh*

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jeff's picture

Well...

Got to own it. No one does things to you without your permission.

Until you're nice to yourself, aren't you being disingenuous to everyone else?

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"You can judge the whole world on the sparkle that you think it lacks" - Dawes, When My Time Comes (http://youtu.be/Z0FrcTX6hWI)