625539's picture

reading my old journals and wondering


i used to care about so much.
now, i don't care for anything at all.

not myself.
not my boyfriend.
not my family.
not money.

just nothing.

but... what happened?
i used to want to be happy and beautiful and now...

i don't know. i just want to be ugly.


elph's picture

You're far from ugly!

We've seen sufficient pics to know otherwise!

But... you do need to rejoin the living. There's still time...

The decision is within your grasp... and don't wait until New Year's!

Uncertain's picture

In the end, it really

In the end, it really doesn't matter.

whateversexual_llama's picture

and since in the end it

and since in the end it doesn't matter and this will all end in oblivion, the best and most freeing thing to do is to embrace this all while it lasts.

excuse the cliche.

you are still fantastic, changes in your outlook considered.