Uncertain's picture

When I'm drunk I miss him, sometimes, just a little bit.

Like I had looked forward to something everyday, even though it was a constant. Now I look forward to so many different things, but it's just not the same. All constructed within my mind.

I almost want to fall so deep in love I lose myself again.


elph's picture

That's where all we perceive... located: in our minds!

Love!... and lose yourself! He will find you...

jeff's picture


The key difference is that it's OK to lose yourself in relationships, as long as you never lose your self.

"You can judge the whole world on the sparkle that you think it lacks" - Dawes, When My Time Comes (

Perhaps We Should Leave's picture

I empathize.

I hope that's of some comfort.

* * *
The father now gallops, with terror half wild,
He holds in his arms the shuddering child;
He reaches his farmstead with toil and dread,—
The child in his arms lies motionless, dead.

cheese's picture

same here. "So can you tell

same here.

"So can you tell me what's left when everything you care for carries on, when broken dreams are built to make you strong. When the memories of yesterday fall through these broken dreams are built to help you through." ~Authority Zero