But my stupid curiosity and crush-ing has gotten the best of me.
i find it better if i go on with my life and like new people.
right now its this girl. she is sitting a few feet away from me.
Im not sure if im crush-ing or if im just taken in by her beauty.
she knows i like her (thanks to Suzanne haha)
and actually, she had already had a hunch that i did.
am i really that obvious? fml.
oh well. Suzanne suggested to her that she should date me.
not gonna lie, that'd be pretty amazing. i dont know what i'd do if she did.
she just broke up with her gf like a few months ago.
and apparently she isnt over her.
and im a little weary over that fact.
this is where i say "well, i really dont mind being a rebound. she's gorgeous and just being able to say she's mine would make me incredibly happy and cocky. hah. kissing her too. fuck it."
am i looking for someone that i can have a long term relationship with? not right now, pfft i dont even know if im in love with christina.
i wouldnt mind a short term relationship.
maybe i'll make a move.