Again, I got Skrim for FSMas; it's doing a pretty good job at keeping my mind off Brad. Not too much, but it's working well enough. I'm surprised by how fun it is to shoot lightning at people while chopping them up with an axe (or, as I call it, axing them a question). Well, I won't continue on an esoteric journal that only one person I know of on here will understand (and hopefully comment on).
I'm going crazy on iTunes with my new gift cards. Skrillex released a new album yesterday (Bangarang), which I bought last night. It includes some of his songs played by an orchestra; Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites on flute! Here I go with esoteric stuff again. I also got The Other Syde (Part 1) by Kromestar, which is amazing, and Total by SebastiAn, which is also amazing and has a hilarious cover:
Sorry, I had to write about Brad, so one sentence will do: I greatly fear the possibility that he is heterosexual; thinking about him feels horrible because I'm never near him and I won't be for a while and I don't want to tell him any of this because he would probably react negatively, but I will be severely depressed if he never finds out, though it would probably be better for him if he doesn't because he's most likely not interested in me.
^longest sentence in the journal^