It's depressing being cooped up here in the house all day, just me and my parents, and they always complain about me being so morose.
It was at least nicer when my brother was around, now I'm basically just an only child, it's depressing.
Even though school is really a hassle in some ways, and it's just soul-crushing in others, I get to see my friends all the time, like Shelby. Oh, and I also get to see CAG, too. Maybe that's part of the reason I'm depressed.
And I guess that for most of break I'll be going to school swimming every day except Sundays, so I'll get to see at least my school friends on the swim team.
But then all the rest of the day is just kinda me spent at home. Maybe a few times I'll go down to the beach, but then it's just depressing cause I'm just staring at the water. The ocean makes me sad sometimes.
See, I'm actually a lot happier when we're in school, a lot happier. I wish the school year was longer, frankly.
As for the kids who complain about how much school sucks, it's kinda like, well, if school sucks, then what's better?
Well, I guess it isn't as fun as drinking or something, but I don't think I'm gonna get the opportunity to do that too often this break.
The only things I really have to look forward to are, well, I'm probably going to Shelby's for her birthday, and we're gonna go off the motherfucking rails, I'm sure. And Assassin's Creed, that's fun shit.
I'll be getting the new one for Christmas.
And getting back to school, I guess. At least I'll get to see CAG.
Man, is my apathy just typical teenage angstiness? If only I'd been born 4 or 5 fucking months earlier, I could drive now. Then at least I'd be able to get out of the house a lot easier and see friends or something.
Oh well, I guess I can survive 2 motherfucking weeks of sitting at home with the parents.