So, hi everyone :O

ChrisH1551's picture

Hey guyyysss. I know I've been off and on of this site for a while since school started, but I think I'm like, back in the loop. First off, I'd like to welcome all the new people, if there are any. Like hell if I know >.>

Things I've been up to since the start of school? Well...
1) Failing Chemistry because the teacher is a dumbfuck who can't teach xD
2) Failing Geometry because of the same reason
3) All my online friends know I'm gay, and I'm pretty sure, since I've been a bit more....open about things, that more people are noticing it in real life.
4) Became addicted to cutting again, then quit again, then relapsed, and that's where I am now.
5) Going in with number 4, I've realized I either don't cut very deep, or my skin has super self healing powers, because for most people, their scars stay forever, but even where I cut that one vein, it's like, gone. Completely.
6) My on-again-off-again friend Jami has been off again, more or less, over the past few months, but she recently Favorited a thing on my Deviant Art, so like, yeah ._.
7) I posted a picture about cutting on dA, and got contacted by these people who wanted to use it on their website about anti-bullying, and I was their 300th post ^-^ The admin chick also lives in my town, which is freaakkkyyyyyy ._.
8) My life is taken over by Tumblr. >.> chrishrawr.tumblr.com
9) Hm, cried during multiple episodes of Glee recently, because I love Santana so much and she's like awesome and shit, and it makes me sad that her whatchacall it wants her to move out just because she's a lesbian, which I'm scared my mom will do to me >.<
10) Have a crush on this trumpet a few chairs above me we shall call Cute Freshman, he has like, messy blonde hair and glasses and asdfghjkl.
11) Darren Criss is my, like, celebrity crush. Damn he's fine >.>
12) I have a Domo shot glass. Ujellybrah?

So yeah, guuyyyss. :D

Comments

Yamamoto's picture

Strange... This one thinks

Strange...
This one thinks it can cut itself...?
Plus it seems to get enjoyment out of it...
Tell me my little construct...
What is it that you bleed?...
I know you feel no pain...
So why do you cut yourself...?
What is the color of a constructs blood?

ChrisH1551's picture

Dude, get the fuck off. I

Dude, get the fuck off. I know you're dealing with "demonic issues" right now *rolls eyes* but there's no need to be fucking psycho about everything. Damn >.> I'm a human being, probably more human than you, so fuck off and I'll be dandy :D
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~I don't need no fakes around me, all I want is you to be with me...here I am...~

socialist's picture

Don't judge people.

That's the opposite of what Oasis is for. It's even in the name. Oases are traditionally areas of peace into which weapons are not allowed to enter. Stop making weapons in an oasis.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iNEbrrG7SM

Dracofangxxx's picture

Good points there, friend.

Unfortunately, these two always have drama. So your words probably fall on deaf ears.
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That's redick!

ChrisH1551's picture

Yeah, you'd be wise to stay

Yeah, you'd be wise to stay out of all the drama between this fucktard and I. :3
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~I don't need no fakes around me, all I want is you to be with me...here I am...~

socialist's picture

Check your grammar.

It should be "...this fucktard and me," not "...this fucktard and I."

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iNEbrrG7SM

elph's picture

Bravo!

That says it all!

ChrisH1551's picture

Yeah, you're a dick. I can

Yeah, you're a dick. I can tell.
~~~~~
~I don't need no fakes around me, all I want is you to be with me...here I am...~

Yamamoto's picture

Oh it looks like the Chris

Oh it looks like the Chris construct has been beat...
Wasn't that your game that you played that you played...
Silly little Chris...
You know the Gammer Nazi game...
Now you have lost...
See isn't it so much fun...

As for you my little socialist construct...
I am pretty sure we can be best friends...
If you want to be my friend...
I like playing with you little internet constructs...
You guys are so adoreable...
I wish real people where as sweet as you are...

socialist's picture

I enjoy the idea of being an internet construct

created for you and not a real person. It makes me feel less significant, which is a new feeling.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iNEbrrG7SM

Yamamoto's picture

Do I detect a hint of

Do I detect a hint of sarcasm there my little construct...
Besides, there is no way you are a real person...
You are too nice...
You have to much good in you...
A human could never be like that...
Humans are only creatures of evil and hate...

elph's picture

Yes...

And the sarcasm was quite kind... and expressed in an intelligent and very civil manner!

Class over!

ChrisH1551's picture

You're a human, making you

You're a human, making you evil as well. Your logic sucks xD

Who knows what's next, maybe his imaginary friend tells him he's a demon too o.o Lololololololololololololol.
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~Je ne regrette rien...~

ChrisH1551's picture

You have some issues, no

You have some issues, no wonder you don't have friends. xD
~~~~~
~I don't need no fakes around me, all I want is you to be with me...here I am...~

Dracofangxxx's picture

Funny...

You're calling people fucktards, and HE'S the dick? :P
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That's redick!

swimmerguy's picture

Oh boy

jeff's picture

Actually...

I'd prefer you both just avoid one another's journals.

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"You can judge the whole world on the sparkle that you think it lacks" - Dawes, When My Time Comes (http://youtu.be/Z0FrcTX6hWI)

funnyflyby's picture

Chrisssss

Yeah, I hate teachers like that.

Nooo cutting *hugs* Good luck. Wasn't that a brilliant sentence?
Whoa, congrats on the dA stuff!
Tumblr is amazing. Santana is also amazingly amazing, and is pretty much the reason I haven't entirely stopped watching the show (except that Jesse St. James is going to be back and I want to know what's going on when he's returned, so I have to watch the episodes in between ._.)

Good luck with the freshman, good luck with Darren Criss, and all that jazz.

Wow.woW

ChrisH1551's picture

Jesse's a fucking dick >.>

Jesse's a fucking dick >.> The freshman is all COOOTTT and shit, and his sexuality is questionable, but I don't know yet ._.

Shuusshiiiess, I'm working on the cutting ._. I haven't really had a reason to stop though. >.>

*hugs back*
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~I don't need no fakes around me, all I want is you to be with me...here I am...~

funnyflyby's picture

Ahaha. Sorry. Jesse's my favorite character.

To be honest, I have ridiculously non-mainstream opinions on Glee, so that's some small consolation for watching such a mainstream, stereotypical show in a way. Plus I actually have seriously detailed arguments about everything, and I can defend my opinions, and I'm just generally one of those people who can just never let fictional characters be. I must psychoanalyze all of them.

If you don't stop, I'll punch you. Is that a good enough reason for you?

*hugs*

ETA: Also, on the subject of Glee, this is the best thing ever. http://glee.wikia.com/wiki/List_of_Things_With_Little/No_Continuity

Wow.woW

socialist's picture

Welcome back!

There are new people. Anyway, I have a crush on a boy in my school, too. I'm gay, too. That seems to be all we have in common. All of my online friends (actually, I don't have any outside of this site) and real friends know I'm gay. I have reason to believe someone may have leaked it. I don't really care.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iNEbrrG7SM

Super Duck's picture

Welcome back!

Geometry and chemistry are the two things I have NEVER been able to understand. I just made a 24 on a chemistry test a couple days ago. Yes... a 24. Totally understand the horrible chemistry teacher thing!

I don't normally watch Glee, but I saw that episode earlier this week with Santana and her grandma while I was waiting for New Girl to come on. It was really sad. :(

Tumblr is indeed pretty fantastic. Good luck with the freshman guy and the celebrity crush!

ChrisH1551's picture

A 24...o_______o And yeah,

A 24...o_______o
And yeah, you should start from the beginning and give Glee a chance ^^ It's truly amazing.
And thanks, yo. :D
~~~~~
~I don't need no fakes around me, all I want is you to be with me...here I am...~