well then............where to begin

MetalHead77's picture

well hello there oasis audience, old and new. It has been quite some time since i last posted anything. I feel like i have missed quite a bit. Hopefully I will be able to post routinely again.

A lot has changed in these past few months of my silence. I acquired a second job so I'm finally stabilizing myself financially, I'm no longer under the rein of my mother, I've also for the most part weeded out the so called "friends" I had and made a few new ones who are accepting of me, my faults, and my orientation; speaking of which I'm for the most part out of the closet. All my friends are aware of my orientation and I'm no longer making attempts to hide it, nor am i pretending to be straight in public. I met an awesome guy who unfortunately lives a few hours away, but we talk constantly, have helped each other, and have been a shoulder for each other to cry on.

I really don't have any bad news to report on about myself directly. Although a few sad events have happened such as the passing of a few friends in car accidents and a few hardships that some family members are going through. But nothing bad is really happening directly to me and I really don't think I've been happier then this in a very long time. Life may throw hard times and difficult situations at me in the near future, but i know ill be alright and i have more then enough ways of overcoming them.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. I hope you are having as great of a day as i am.


socialist's picture

Every day is great.

But this one was slightly worse because I didn't see Brad.
Anyway, I'm new to you, so I'll introduce myself:
I'm gay, I think I might also be asexual, that picture there is me, I'm 14, all of my friends know I'm gay (but they can't mention it because there are always tons of people around), my name is Joshua, I'm obsessed with a cute, nice guy in my school called Brad, and I'm also obsessed with music (mostly Tool, Depotax, house, and dubstep).

hellonwheels's picture

I can relate to the hard times...

three friends have died in the past 6 months, two of which were car related. congrats on coming out and finding someone, despite the distance...and may I just say, I love your avatar! HORNS UP!!!

In case you can't tell, im a bit of a metalhead myself. lol.

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman