If you're a guy or a girl, you are bombarded daily with love songs on the radio, Every movie in the whole freeking world (just about) is a love story of some kind. anything to rub salt in your wounds.
I have known I was different since I was 5 years old, and gay since 11 years old. I didn't choose anything. It was nature and nurture. GI JOE for a father and Joan Crawford for a mother. I went to 17 schools, all over the USA. was bullied almost to death. My GI JOE dad beat me senseless and mother sufficated me with love. I was an accident that never should have been born. 6'4" 185lbs. blue eyes filled with pain.