Whining time. I've been a bit depressed lately. I feel like nobody appreciates what I do for them or who I am. I feel like I am alone. I feel like I'm not getting what I deserve. I feel like there's something missing, that I'm not living my life to its fullest extent. I feel like I'm just kinda drifting through life, and all the days of the week just coalesce into one big, uneventful lump. So, I've decided to make a list about all of my positive attributes and personality traits. Here it is:
-I'm a complete dork. Other people pride themselves on being all cool beans and social whores. Not me. I'm dorky, which makes me adorable and likeable in a completely different way.
-I'm extremely mature for my age group. Adults have told me that they don't perceive me as a young teenager. I'm not reckless or careless or emotionally unstable. I don't jump from relationship to relationship and I don't party my life away.
-I'm incredibly intelligent. I'm smart and dedicated to a brilliant education. I'm heading toward a bright future, heading toward an excellent college and my intelligence is something I should treasure.
-I have an amazing gift as a writer. I was born to write. I was born to weave stories out of the beautiful fabric of my mind. This is my talent, a talent that is rare and lovely and wonderful. I will make a career out of it.
-I'm sweet. I care about those around me. I look after my friends even though they never return the favor. I lend a hand to those that need it, and I listen to people.
So, not to brag, but any girl would be lucky to be with me, I believe. And even if things don't work out the way I planned with Brittany, I can at least take comfort in knowing that I am worthy of her. I deserve a relationship with her. She'd be happy with me. Any girl would be happy with me.
Why? Because I'm a good person. No. I'm an AWESOME person. So there's my little pick-me-up.