Now I know why my brothers shut the door without saying goodbye.
Though all I can think is how rebellious I could be.....
apparently I am "disgustedly lazy" even though I always keep my room tidy and neat - and that is the truth.
As generic as this sounds coming from a 16 year old, this weekend with parents has been a continuous spat of disagreement and quivering anger. I feel at this moment in time I am stuck in the mud. I want to be independent and everything is kinda opening up for me, but i have the backlash of not being able to drive nor my friends can, so have to really on my dad and of course no money. I have no job and I keep saying i must get one, but i turn very shy when i have to search for them in shops etc and then the aftermath is me being miserable. The worst thing is that i never ever ask for drink from my parents, which is common for people in my year, i have never been drunk or took drugs and done anything promiscuous and instead i get blamed because i sit in my bedroom and sometimes lounge too much. I just want to scream at them at all the other "normal" things i could be doing with my fellow peers like above. And now I'm tired.