I feel a lot more comfortable around other gays. For example: my sister's friend is gay and the only person I know of who is completely homosexual and out of the closet. I see him in the hall a lot for some reason that I can't explain. Well, I just feel a lot more comfortable around him because he is also gay. (I think this new girl in one of my classes might be lesbian because she wears a rainbow wristband; I'll probably find out eventually.) I really want to go to one of the GSA meetings at my school, but I can't do that. Back to the topic of the sentence before the one before this one: I've been thinking about telling that guy that I'm gay because then someone like me would know. (The closest thing I have to that is a mostly-gay who knows, but he hates me for no reason, so we never talk.) I don't know whether I should tell him though. I'd like to think that he's trustworthy because he probably understands, but, based on what my sister has said about him, he sounds really annoying. Still, I feel like my life would be a lot better if he knew. Not even King Tubby and natural highs can get my mind off of this.