being surronded by straight christain people, my perants in particular. im sick of listening to stupid audio sermons my dad finds online. i think he finds the most obnoxious ones just for me.
you know, i dont think i would ever have sex outside. i see no pros to it, besides maybe it being like romantic in certain settings, but i see like a 1001 cons. your dick could get cold, or a mosquito could land on your boys face right before your about to snog him, thus forcing you to risk getting mosquito in your mouth or ruining the moment, it could start to rain, the ground, even with a blanket on it, is an uncomfortable thing to lay on, much less have wild sex on, you run the risk of strangers showing up, , and i mean how are you supposed to react to strangers accidently finding you and your partner having sex? yet i hear so many people say they simple adore the idea. people are weird...
you know what? when im jerking off, if it takes less then 15 minutes then it is fun and relaxing. if it starts to got longer then that, it becomes a compitition between me and my body, fueled more out of resentment of being deprived of my properly timed orgasm then a want of pleasure anymore.
you know, i've been told by alot of people im the most sexualy accepting person they know. which is weird to me, becuase im more like nuetral towards it. you know, sex=whatever, thats nice. in my mind. you know, sex is a nice thing, it feels good, and as long as its fun and safe, sure go get some. but its kinda like eating food. eating food is nice, its a human compulsion, it can go wrong but most of the time it doesnt. i just dont freak out about how evil and immoral it is like most people in american society.
if you guys had a 16 year old friend, and she was dating a 22 year old guy(who is a really good really sweet guy), how would you feel about it?