AM I THAT BAD OF A PERSON??
My daughter and I got into it today. I really didn't want to have "that" talk again about her being Gay today... but somehow we got on the subject (I think she brought it up?). She basically told me that she doesn't want to continue to talk to me about this subject "because I'm me". She said that I am judgmental, cold-hearted, and think that I'm perfect. I WAS SHOCKED!! I have been nothing but loving, kind, and easygoing to her. Let me remind you all that I am not her biological mother... she is my Foster Daughter. My love for her is pure and genuine. I am not obligated to care for her or forced to do ANYTHING for her. It really hurt when she said those things to me... it mad me want to cry. Maybe that's how she feels?? I don't know. But earlier today she couldn't stop telling me that she loves me... and when she said the prayer for dinner, she thanked God for giving her this family. So all of this really confuses me. Uuuuuuhhhhgggg. Its sad to say... But all of my daughters disrespect and her confusion makes me want to wash my hands with her. Doesn't she get that all I want is EVERYTHING good that this world has to offer for her???