I had a thought
My music and the films i watch are much more of a support system, then most of my friends and family.
Anyhow I have to admit, I do get really annoyed at friends who just constantly hug. Its like stop, your only doing this for attention on how beautiful and deep your friendship lies. I do it little to my friends who are mostly girls and don't feel the need to embrace all the time. However I have to say there have been times when a hug would have felt nice/helpful.
Also i feel a little bit of stranger on this site since i have not posted in yonks. In truth I have little to write that makes a difference to you and even myself. I just feel everything that i could be summed up in a journal is banal waffling (Kinda doing it now, but its needed) and I am becoming more lazier by the day.
And it is scaring me.
I know that may be just because of my workload increasing from school this year, but lately it seems to be an even bigger picture. At weekends like today i seriously just can not be bothered to do anything and just swipe the net ALLDAY which I then have negative thoughts of not doing something actually productive and social and just fall into a big heap of nonsense mind talking and listen to a whole lot of folk/dance music.
And yeah that was mostly my day.