Cluster One

swimmerguy's picture

Fuck it. I can't fucking concentrate.

I don't know what to do...

I had so many nightmares recently, my first in a while. I forgot how terrible those are, how terrified they leave you, how you can't fucking get to sleep anymore, how everything around you just terrifies you.

Seriously, I can't do fucking anything right now, I'm out of my mind.

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hellonwheels's picture

Go for a walk.......

and listen to some loud music....might make you more tired, it certainly works for me more often than not! Btw, I started swimming again this week. It's kicking my fat arse, but hopefully it will be a change for the better. Already feeling a little bit better. lol

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman