I feel like just falling into my bed and not getting out for a couple months.
Food sits in my stomach like a lead brick, my head is always heavy, and my stomach is killing me. I have no idea what i have but i don't want any more of it i'll tell you that.
I've got a lot of work to get done at school, so if i stay home then i'll fall behind and might not graduate. This is bullshit! I'm never sick until i need to be healthy, but when my well being has no effect on anything i'm healthy as a horse!
Also, i'm a little concerned. My psychiatrist is perscribing me a medication, and i'm pretty worried about it affecting my mental skills. I had heard of people losing their creativity when they start taking psych meds. If i lose that part of me, i can't write any more jokes, and that means my whole dream of stand up comedy would be shot.
Any reassurance would be appreciated.