title says it all im a worthless coward without a future or any prospects i can't stand up for myself, ive sunk even lower, i can't tell my mum to fuck off, i can't stand life at all & lastly can't come out to anyone at all.
you know i actually hear voices in my head they tell me to do such horrible things i can resist them for now but they've killed off all the good voices
you know i don't know what love feels like at all even so called "parents" love, care either no one genuinely cares for me
ive come to a conclusion that there is no light at the end of the tunnel, it doesn't get better, and i will never be happy.
the moving finger has rite, the die has been cast i will suffer for ever.
ive waited my entire existence for a day i feel good it never came and never will.