I can't sleep.
I wrote that last post and sent the link to her. Now time can only tell.
I'm scared, and it's four in the morning. What if she tells or shows the post to others? I can't be outed like that. What would my -boyfriend- think?! He'd never trust me and leave me. I can't be alone.
And no, for the sake of someone holding on to me isn't the only reason, he and I are together... I'm truly in love with him. I mean we built a strong friendship up before we became something,
And how hellish is it that she confessed her love for me the day he asked me out... The non-existant gods totally suck for that.
I have Soccer at 12 and I have a feeling, I'm not gonna make it..l