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radiosilence95's picture

The friend I came out to Friday has been treating me the same, like the whole coming out thing was no big deal. So that's nice to know, that things won't change between us.

I'm starting to develop a cold. I never get sick. Like, ever. So this is really bothering me. Right now I'm about to overdose on Zicam.

Brittany was supposed to bring me her poems today, but she's sick. Now I have to wait yet another day. I gave her a poem about my dad yesterday and I really hope I haven't overstepped some boundary, hope my disclosure of a personal situation didn't chase her away. I doubt it did.

I wrote an essay about homophobia for AP English. My teacher absolutely loves it. I'm fairly certain that the essay points to my being gay, and a teacher trained in the art of reading between the lines will certainly pick up on that. I really don't care though. Maybe she'll have even more respect for me than she already does.

I had the best dream ever last night. My entire journalism class was sitting in a group beneath a large tree in my grandparents' back yard. Brittany and I were sitting next to each other, and nobody was paying any attention to us. She suddenly put her hand on my thigh, extremely close to a certain happy place, and start massaging it, squeezing it. If it can't happen in reality, at least sleep will let me experience it in dreams.

Close enough.

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Dracofangxxx's picture

Did you get sick from Brittany?

Too much making out?
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radiosilence95's picture

Yep. That's definitely it.

Yep. That's definitely it. She can't keep her hands off of me. Or her lips ;D

That girl could somehow give me cancer and I'd still be okay with it XD

Tycoondashkid's picture

i cold aint that bad

just get some fresh air, drink some fresh water, some sleep and focus on something a Auld Scot Remeday, Works Evra Tyme, for Scots anyway but only if you take our word but some scientist tried to see why it worked for us so well but not everyone else ill try and find that but it still works
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radiosilence95's picture

A cold is horrible for me,

A cold is horrible for me, because I get them so rarely. I always just overdose on cold medicine and blow my nose until it's pink and raw. Maybe I should try the old-fashioned remedies...chicken noodle soup and lots of sleep.

Tycoondashkid's picture

XD dont come to scotland then

some people have permanent colds here dont use cold medicine apparently most of it doesn't work and its meant to be a placebo effect
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