So. In the midst of all this whole exam stuff, I'm still trying to shake off that hollow, twinging pain in my stomach.
So I finally accepted it. After So Long. I guess I do love her. Maybe I feel so bad because she will never feel the same way! I am in love with a straight girl. Siggghhh
I keep telling myself, it's okay. You will find someone else, whatever gender, hopefully who can like you back. It's not going to last forever. You need to stop thinking about it like it's this huuge deal, and this is so pathetic. And, all I have to do, is get through these few months after which blessed routine will set in and give me some release!
Buut it still sucks. And I don't know what to do about that feeling...
Ah. Any tips?